Crazy pregnancy constipation + baby kicking the living hell out of my insides= paaaaaiiiiiinnn.
Finally caught her kick on camera! This is just a small portion of what happens throughout the day… and night.
We’re finally home after spending the day in airports and grounded planes. I’m exhausted in the best way. I spent the last two days eating the most amazing food I’ve ever tasted, seeing a beautiful city, and just being in a great place with the greatest person. I may just be set on living here once our daughter is born.
I’m in San Francisco with Blaine. This is both thrilling and overwhelmingly beautiful. I feel like a kid, seeing something new for the first time.
At least no one was wearing name tags this time
Last night’s party was seriously the worst I’ve ever gone to. What with having smoke blown into my face and being trapped from leaving the kitchen by a couple of exes, we couldn’t have left a moment too soon. I can only hope their fun will continue over the toilet this morning.
lesmonstresnu asked: seeing you was so so wonderful. thank you for it all. i love you and miss you already so dearly.
Feeling completely overwhelmed and vulnerable this morning. I’m drowned in hopelessness and I’m simply too tired of fighting and being in this power struggle between people who should be insignificant in my life. I can’t bring myself to get out of bed, because the only thing bringing me joy this morning is my baby doing somersaults inside me.